Couldn't resist, had to post another list of 15 statements. Felt good. I posted this one in my locked diary because I thought it would be more personal. But its not, really. So here it is.

1. I had a dream last night that you were dying. And then, in the dream, you got better. That was the saddest and happiest dream I've had.
2. Your reaction that day frightened and repulsed me.
3. I'm always a little nervous when we hang out that Milwaukee will come up in conversation. It makes me feel vaguely guitly.
4. T.M.I.
5. I miss you most when I travel.
6. I'm not sorry that they like me better.
7. I wish I had the same relationship with you that she does. But, I've resigned myself to the fact that it won't happen till I move.
8. I've had my teary "you're such a great friend" with other people more often, but you're the first person I think of calling because you understand me better than they do.
9. I wish we could have hung out this weekend. I'm starting to think you're not the jerk everyone says you are.
10. You were weird, but I would have liked to have kept you as my token crazy-friend.
11. You were one of the most arrogant people I've ever met, if not the most arrogant. I can finally smile when I think about you.
12. I don't know if we can ever be friends again, but sometimes I still wish I could save you.
13. You make me laugh harder than almost anybody. I say "almost anybody" because I'm afraid to say "everybody".
14. Feeling petite next to you made my day.
15. I feel more at home at your place than my own.